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LovesickThe yearning feeling to put all into the light. To tear down the curtains of fabrication and tell the other that you love her...
...rather than dancing in small circles around each other, always hesitant, cautious...
You don't know whether or not she likes you. All you know is that you love her - in the strongest sense of the word. You don't dare make advances. You're scared, frightened, you feel alone, unless you're with her.
Do you pursue forward?
Maybe the feeling came suddenly, when you first saw her. Maybe it was gradual. Yet now you're stuck. You can't go back - and you won't go back even if the option was open to you, because you're so hopelessly in love.
She probably doesn't even know it.
But then again, there are those moments in which you just hope she knows, because if she does, that means she doesn't resent the fact. She won't end all ties with you, or always be awkward around you once you do tell her.
But you're afraid. In the state of the unknowing. The lack of informatio
Definition of LoveYou asked what love is?
I say that love cannot be defined by mere words - it is the unappeasable, insurmountable force that drives the most logical into illogic, the most orderly into a chaotic lifestyle. It is entropy, yet it is also bliss.
Love is not blind devotion, for one need not be coerced in order to follow what one has originally sought. Yet love does not necessarily occur among people who agree with everything - instead, love is what puts past the differences and bridges vast chasms, a combination of independence, yet also unity.
Love is a river - it is always moving, and even though some may try too divert the current, over time the force of the river will break through.
Love is the only perfect thing - for all the mistakes, the errors, the differences, the barriers - love will always exist.
Love is both a fierce current and a still pond - one may love to a point that he or she is willing to do anything it takes to assert that love, and protect it - yet love can also be wait
LostYou are thousands of miles away, and waiting. You are patient, yet also impatient, you feel helpless, lost, confused.
You don't know what to do, or where to go.
Limitless paths await, yet you don't know which one will take you where you truly want to go... You reach out with your shaking hand, only to be caught midway and flung down the recesses of your lost hopes.
All your accomplishments seem for naught, all your goals insignificant, compared to the failure for you to express emotion towards the one whom you will eternally admire. You want to say the words that would ultimately decide the rest of your life - yet you are nervous. No - you are afraid. Fear dwells in every action, you look towards consequence. You hope for the best, yet you receive the worst.
There are thousands of roads, thousands of decisions. Yet you are searching for the one path that would bring you closer...
...yet that is the one path you cannot find.
Can you risk it all? You're willing to fall, hopi
Teenage TaoismGiving birth is the closest I’d ever felt to dying.
Before that, my near death experiences had consisted only of my silent announcement of pregnancy—silent, being that my social media accounts were all deleted almost simultaneously and I never returned to school in the fall, saying without really saying that I had caught the malicious disease of “teenage pregnancy”. I’m sure the whisper spread in the hallways like the Bubonic Plague. That September, sitting at home on what would have been the first day of my senior year, I imagined friends I’d never talk to again saying “she was only seventeen, and so full of life!” at my absence in the cafeteria tables, as if they were attending my funeral instead of talking about me behind my back.
"Full of life," I had snorted then, folding a never ending stream of what had once been my own baby clothes. "Literally."
I walked around like a zombie for the months of my pregnancy, deciding t
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